..It all comes down to how you see the situation. Two people can have the exact same life but one feels much happier than the other because he sees everything differently..

a friend of mine once told me that... i guess i've been making myself so miserable. i've been wasting my time trying to hold onto something which i know i can never get... yet, why do i still hesitate to let go, cause i can't cheat myself anymore. i still love u. i've been cheating myself about how i feel about you. each time i think about you..i land up in tears, tears of misery.. loneliness. and why?.. i myself don't know.
i dare not face the situation, i avoided it, thats how i landed myself like this.. pathetic. i bottled up everything cause i thought i could handle it.. i could handle other ppl's yet i was defeated by myself. its no one's fault i guess.. i just refused/couldn't bear to let go. you have decided to lead life as usual, so should i.. i hope this time i'm doing the right thing...can u tell me wad to do.. god help me, give me strength...