GONE!

I'VE SHIFTED..CHANGED TO LIVE JOURNAL.. IF U CAN FIND ME, GOOD FOR U.
IF U CAN'T, TOO BAD!..HAHA

BYE!

It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star«
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

just came home.. i didn't want to come home so early today.. i dun really like the atmosphere of it now.. i'd rather stay out as late as i can.. argh.. anyway.. i've been pms-ing.. argh.

kind lazy to blog today.. becks asked me to change to livejournal..and maybe i should.. hmm.. i'll think abt it..too lazy to create account as well.. haha

tmr going nic's hse for pw..hai..pw is destroying my life.

then maybe after tat going with thomas go see electric guitarl.haha like finally!!

sian le..hmm..i'll blog more abt today...tmr ba..nites

the cruelty of life...

how life makes a fool out of me...

how life can be so pathetic on one day and yet so fulfilling on another..

how life tosses me up and down..

how i sometimes still believe what people tell me, when reality is infront of me

how i sometimes wish on a wishing star, only to find out that it nv comes true..

how i sometimes care about what others feel, only to find that i neglected my own..

how do i control my facial expression when my hearts crying out loud..

how..just how does all these occur in my 'oh so exciting' life. ARGH!

我活了我爱了我都不管了心爱到疯了恨到算了就好了...

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞..

..你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞..

when dreams turn to nightmares.. who will wake me up..

its been a tiring day. suddenly, the weight of the world's on my shoulders.. and i'm trying so hard to stand tall. but sometimes, i'm not as strong as i seem to be. exhausted. i can't seem to let go of u.. sorry. trying so hard..

exhausted. when i hope that dreams would true and it did, how i wished it stayed there.. instead of turning into nightmares that haunt me every night. who. who will wake me up.

give me strength to carry on. to get back on track. to leave my past behind. let these nightmares go away.

exhausted.

chionging gpp thingy... actually proposal to hand up on tue.. argh, then still gt EoM.. due on tue.. i wana die le. and the rash i gt.. doc said should be sand fly bites.. gross right.. ya fine.. hai.. so now i go out must either wear 3/4 sleeves or baggy clothes.. to cover up the scars.. argh for now till the scas heal.. hai sian



yest went to bishan to study with my LOVE.. haha but we ended up at delifrance instead.. i did quite abit ba.. i finished half of my apgp tutorial which was like due longlong ago..haha

just knew tat there was gp hw/research.. so i briefly went to do research on it.. AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHETHER ITS CORRECT OR NOT. HAI. anyway... jon's uncontactbale again.. so i ahve no idea how to tell him abt gp and chinese hw being due tmr.. and the need to rbing entry proof tmr(though i have no idea why)... gab tell me de.. but gab msged him le..so shld be ok ba..haha i hope.. so sian sch start again..i've gt lots to catch up cause i missed sch for 2 days straight.. due to my sand fly bites..argh.! kies i had enough on environmental research le.. i shall do a little chinese.. and pray i dun fall aslp doing it..

caroline..i'll be there for you.. together, we'll get through it.. we'll forget all our unhappy moments. it'll be over soon, we'll get over it together. jiayou.

wads the point in making promises and breaking them in the end..

only fools would actually believe in these promises.. and i guess i'm just one of them.. fooled inside, out.. and in the end whose the one getting hurt..

hai hang in there val.. the pain will be over soon, u'll get over it... its just a matter of 'when'..

just hang in there..